CONFESSIONAL <3

[Heidi Strobel]

ok so first off, brianna can keep acting like the biggest cunt on this island but i already know that that's julie. just because she hasn't opened her mouth very much doesn't mean anything. i know her allll too well <333

second of all: sydney, you can keep walking around talking about how your such a goddess but i don't see marcus telling you that he'll be sneaking over to your island at night. although we do share a hatred for brianna so i guess that helps somewhat but that wont last long. i hope you and brianna get voted off first so i don't have to see anymore of you on this island.

i love my tribe. well i was going to call us the hottest ones but then i remembered we had janet. can we trade her for sydney so that we can at least say we're hot. of course id then purposely vote her off.

can i request some duct tape ahead of time because i'm going to have to find some ways to shut up eliza. that girl is going to drive me insanee. especially if i have to listen to her talk 24/7. at least the duct tape would work for awhile, she'd probably figure out a way to talk around it. so i suggest that duct tape be part of the first reward challenge and then just rig it so my tribe wins. kthx.

[Heidi Strobel]

So if Eliza doesn't get her annoying ass online and post that she makes it onto the mat I will not be happy. The crazy bitch was online and then she signed off. And of course it was right when I needed her to post so that we would finish. UGGH! I should convince everybody to vote her ass out if we lose. I mean its not our fault or Janet's for that matter that she couldn't get online and post when she was supposed to. Because I have a feeling that we are going to lose. I know for a fact that when we just got started on paddling the first time that the boys were waaay ahead of us. So if we lose I'm blaming it on the stupid biatch Eliza since she would be the one that lost it for us. Although considering I have her aim and not Janet's I could easily force her to do the next challenge. Whereas Janet may not be so impressionable. And if we get rid of Janet first we can actually say that we have the most attractive tribe.

As far as this new found flirting strategy with Marcus (sry i used brendan before he was in a previous game with me as a brendan and I confused my blonde self), I plan on just using him until I don't need him anymore. I'll pretend that I'm super into him etc. Then orchestrate some sort of crazy blindside and blame it on somebody else so that after this game he'll still love me. Once him and I are on the same tribe I'll probably have him wrapped around my finger so tight that he'll do whatever I tell him to do. <33 I love being a cute blonde that can make boys do anything for her. Of course if we were on the same tribe I'd probably make him kill Eliza for me so that way I wouldn't have to go to jail. I know I already told you that may happen if she doesn't learn how to shut up every once and awhile. And I think we both agree, as well as I'm sure Marcus would as well, that I am much too cute for jail. Although if it was me that did it and not him, I'd just make him spring me out of jail. <333 Crazy, stupid boys that will do whatever I say for the win <33 I wonder who else I can manipulate in a similar way. For now I think one is enough, we don't need him getting jealous or anything.

[Vecepia Towery]

Brenden?


Also, it sounds like you have control in your tribe. do you see yourself as a possible leader of the Old Female tribe

[Heidi Strobel]

yeah its def brendan. thank god i'm using an alias screen name so he doesn't know its me. makes everything a lottt easier <3333

I don't really wanna say i'm a "leader." i'd like to imagine that we can all work together to make decisions, ok well except eliza and janet. they dont really get too much of a say when they dont wanna do their share of anything.

[Tom Westman]

lol i had a brendan last season so please dont mix game names

[Heidi Strobel]

well just to add a little more drama, i hate eliza right now

[Vecepia Towery]

have you gotten to talk to anyone outside your tribe or have you been focused on mostly your own tribemates?


what are your thoughts on Michelle Yi being the first player voted off?

[Heidi Strobel]

So far, I have only talked to those that are on my tribe. I'm slowly working on talking to others outside of the tribe. I have Marcus wrapped around my finger. The first day I talked to him I told him I wanted a shower. The next day, he created one for me, and me only. Of course, maybe if Julie is nice to me I'll share.

As far as Michelle going home, I don't really care. I didn't know her, nor did I talk to her so to me it's not much of a loss. It's clear that Brianna and Sydney know each other and it'd be nice to send that tribe to tribal council again the hopes of the two girls that are left on their tribe teaming up and trying to take out one of them. Of course that may lead to a tie and if i wasn't too tired I'd go and look up what would happen in the case of a tie. Cecelia, who is on the same tribe as those two was recently in another game with me. Of course she never did anything and kinda completely vanished and expected us to keep her around. Unfortunately for her, that's not how it worked; so i'm kind of hoping that that's not her strategy in this game too. I'm hoping that she can muster up the energy to be here to try and get at least one of them out.

Julie thinks that she's going to beat me for the most amount of confessionals. I don't really see that happening. I'll purposely cause some sort of drama in order to have more to write about in my confessional. Of course her and I could just realize that we're both the stars of this show anyways and that it's technically not a competition between just the two of us but I know that won't happen. We're both competitive bitches.

I also know Lex from another game and talking to them is usually much like talking to a brick wall. Very little response and it leads to a very boring conversation. Probably why they're one person I won't even bother adding to my buddy list cuz they're not worth trying to talk to. I also haven't talked to Eliza much in this game. I probably should considering she's on my tribe but I think her incessant talking would cause my head to implode. Maybe, if I can figure out a way to get her to shut up for awhile we'd have some peace and quiet around here. But then she'd probably just spontaneously combust. Until we've at least gotten rid of Janet that might not be such a smart idea. For awhile in that first challenge I thought she had drowned. I mean she wasn't in the boat, and she wasn't on the finish mat or we would have finished a lot earlier than we did. I wonder if she like came back to life or something.

Earlier Julie asked me if by her talking to every male in the game made her a whore. I told her no as long as she kept her legs together, but I think we allll know that won't happen. She told me that it's not her fault that there weren't any boys on our tribe, but after that I also told her that I thought maybe Janet had become one :X I think she went off to go find her. In my opinion though I think she should stick with Mick. At least he's cute. Janet is, just... ew.

I am enjoying this challenge and it's looking like we probably won't be going to tribal council. I don't want to say that that's a definite though because in a game like this you just never know. In my opinion though it's not a challenge that I'm going to stay up all night for. Luckily it's one of those where it's best to let everybody attack each other. Then just a few hours before the challenge ends, start posting in everybody's in order to ensure that your tribe is the one that has the lowest amount. Of course I'm sure everybody will be thinking the same thing so it's nice that 3 tribes get immunity. I think everybody has the same plan as sending Brianna's tribe back to tribal council. I can't say I really can argue with that. If her tribe is the one that goes to tribal, I can't really say that I know who would be the one voted out although I can say that I would hope that they were smart enough to break up those two. If you allow them to stay in the game too long it probably wouldn't be too smart. Although if at some point they were still in the game when a tribe swap took place, if they ended up on separate tribes it'd be very easy to quickly vote out one or the other depending on which tribe had won immunity.

So far I think it's clear that from my tribe, the only two of us that have been doing any work is Julie and I. I haven't seen Eliza doing anything and of course Janet hasn't. I don't know where Jessie is but I haven't seen her on aim since we all worked on the first challenge together. It's clear that she's at least been signing into the board to make it look like she's active but who knows. I know she's a close friend of Julie's and because of that it means it's easy for me to work with her, well as long as she doesn't know who I am in Survivor Vietnam i'll be ok. Until then I don't see us having any problems working together. Of course it'll be interesting if it comes down to it and we start losing challenges. While I hate for that to happen. I think we all know that the first boot would be Janet. She does absolutely nothinggggg and is the most annoying person ever. After that though who knows. Eliza's not that bad but I think she would definitely go after that.

Oh yeah, did I mention that I have Marcus convinced that this is one of my first games, and that i've only been playing for like a few months?? Yeah, I have him thinking that this is one of my first survivor games. He's already said that he'll "watch out for me" and that he'll make sure this is one of my most fun experiences. I find it kinda amusing how naive he is, that and the fact that before this game is over I'm sure I can have him voting out whoever I want so that I don't have to be made out to be the bad guy and then just get rid of him when i don't need him anymore. Much like this:

[Tom Westman]

lol omg now this is a confessional

[Heidi Strobel]

i told you youd like it i was in a very ranting mood last night. part two will be later today.

[Heidi Strobel]

So as planned the Subi tribe lost. Of course then instead of them voting out somebody we all get switched up. Which honestly wouldn't be so terrible. I kinda like the fact that I'm now on a new tribe. Of course I think I get stuck with all the boring people. I mean I get Lex, who so far seems nice. But I mean, hes not exciting. He's not like the person I'll be all gotta talk to em every day. I messaged both Peter and Michael on the board because they never seem to be online that much.

I would like to say that the plan to get rid of Janet first would remain the same on this tribe because she doesn't do much but I have to see what happens. Right now if we were to lose, and I know this would be awful but I'd want to get rid of Jessie. Well I would want to get rid of her as long as I had other people that would work with me in the game until merge or another tribe swap. The only reason I would want to get rid of her is because of her relationship with Julie. Their relationship is an interesting one, and while she's close with Julie so am I. I don't want it to come down to something happening where I get voted out over the other one. And from talking to Julie she'd feel bad if she had to vote either of us out. I feel that if i had the opportunity to work with other people on this tribe that would keep me safe if we did get rid of her then I should do so because I may not get that opportunity again.

Lex said that Michael used to sign online a lot in the beginning but then stopped. So he probably is one of those that either has more than one alias screen name and can't figure out how to link them together on aim, or he uses meebo. Either way the best way to get ahold of him is probably over the board. He said the same goes for Peter cuz he never uses aim that much.

So far from talking to Lex I think I can get him on my side. And keeping him around for now will be a good thing. I also still have Marcus for if there's ever a tribe swap or for merge when hopefully we're both still in the game. I love how he's so easily manipulated. He thinks i'm the best thing since sliced bread and while he's super nice; I must say I don't think he's thaat great. I"m sure Julies happy now that she at least has a few boys on her tribe, of course she got stuck with her best friend: Brianna. That will make for some very interesting confessionals for you to read.

Eliza who is playing alias but I know who it is from my amazing super sleuthing skills, can be such a cunt. I'm hoping that people are smart and get rid of her sooner rather than later. She's like a deadly disease you let it sit around too long without treating it or getting rid of it and you better watch out. She'll come off as super nice and sweet and cheerful and act like your best friend. Then the next minute, she'll be voting your ass out. Hopefully we stay a few steps ahead of that crazy bitch and make sure that that doesn't happen.

Janet was more or less useless on my original tribe and I think she followed me onto this one like a sick puppy dog. Maybe she's secretly in love with me and doesn't want to admit it. I better watch out for her. I would have thought that she'd have become obsessed with Julie since Julie was following her around trying to see if she grew a dick.

Sydney was actually online earlier and I had debated on trying to talk to her. But i'm not so sure I would want to. I don't think I'd want to hear her go on and on and on for what would probably seem like forever about how much of a goddess she is. I mean we all know she's not a goddess but we can let her live in her own delusional world for now. One little thing I found hilarious before the Subi tribe was dissolved was the fact that the only girl on that tribe that had positive karma was Cecilia. I think Cindy had a karma rating of 0 but I don't really think that can count as positive or negative karma. I loved how she had posted "doesn't anybody like me?" I don't think it was ever the question of people not liking her, she just got stuck on a tribe with two girls that everybody hates. Then again it also doesn't help that probably half the island probably has the idea that both Brianna and Sydney know each other. Well if they were smart anyway they'd think that.

[Heidi Strobel]

Just a quick update: I had messaged both Michael and Peter last night and they both messaged me back again today. Both responded with things that weren't great for conversation. More or less stuff like "oh yeah great to have you on the tribe" blah blah blah when I pretty much messaged that them to begin with. UGH. they're making things difficult. I was excited to be on a new tribe with new people and then they don't even try to be social.

Dear Tom: I think you put me on the wrong tribe.

[Tom Westman]

lol blame it on your season

[Heidi Strobel]

my season was a good one! at least lex is talkative. and I actually saw Michael online earlier I think I almost fell over. I mean he was pretty much invisible so far. He stayed on long enough to be like "oh yay we won the challenge" and then left. Oh well, as long as he stays liking me I really don't care. I've still been talking to Lex a lot. He's a total sweetheart. Eliza who is really a guy and likes to tell people that he's a guy playing as a girl had somehow convinced Lex that him and I are dating. I told him that if for whatever reason it jeopardized my gameplay that id probably castrate him. Luckily we both told him last nite that it was a joke or whatever you want to call it.

I still have Marcus wrapped around my finger. He apparently has a thread dedicated to me in his confessional. Personally I'm flattered. I guess I didn't realize he liked me that much. He might hate me after reading this confessional when the games over though haha.

I was talking to Julie and told her that if Jessie didn't start being more active with the tribe and all that that she may be the one that goes next. I have a feeling she told her since she was actually on and helped to do most of today's challenge. She was also on for a little while and we were talking and such. It was nice that she was actually being social. I mainly told Julie that when we went to tribal people were messaging me asking which girl I'd rather vote out. They all agreed on Janet cuz she's even worse than Jessie but I also told her that if she didn't step it up some and it came down to the fact that we lost another challenge I wasn't sure how much I could do to save her.

[Heidi Strobel]

Ok! so i'm sorry I haven't written a confessional in awhile. But I'm here to write one now <3 We were able to win this past challenge and I must say I was quite glad that we did. If we had lost I have no idea what we would have done. I know Lex, Peter, Michael all wouldn't vote me out. Neither would Jessie. So we'd have to get rid of either Dave or Mick. I'd rather not get rid of Mick, he's super nice. We live in different time zones though soo that does make it a little hard for us to both be on aim at the same time.

Lex and I have been talking a lot and I think it's to the point that he'll do whatever to keep me in the game. The only reason I think this is because we're in 2 other games together besides this one, and he's always making sure that I'm still in it. He also seems pretty concerned to make sure that I stay. The only thing that worries me is that being on a tribe with just one other girl is that I think theres a boys alliance. The last time we went to tribal, Michael or Peter I forget which had messaged me saying "which girl do you want to vote off cuz us three guys like you so we don't want to vote you out." While that does put me at ease a little bit since they don't want to get rid of me, it also worries me because besides me there's only one other girl on this tribe and I'd rather not see her voted out.

Dave has been messaging me a bit, but it's hard to get a feel on what he's like. Since we've only messaged back and forth a few times so far it'll be interesting to see what hes like. Peter and Mike have been M.I.A. as usual too. I haven't even gotten any pms from them since they haven't had to message me about a vote or anything. Jessie I've noticed, only seems to sign on when we have a challenge in another game. Soo I'm guessing that days like that are the best time that I'll have to talk to her. I don't really see her on at any other times. I guess I could message her over the board or offline if I had to but I see communication as going two ways. I have tried to talk to her when she's online, but I'm not going to go out of my way too much to make sure I talk to her too much if she's not going to be around.

I'm personally hoping that Namyit finally votes out Brianna. At least I haven't had to hear her say "i'm so down to earth" lately. I feel like she's trying to convince herself of that more than anybody else. At least Sydney was finally voted out. That definitely weakens Brianna since I think that was her only ally. I just hope that the boys don't try and team up with her because they see us as all hating her and wanting her out and then use that so that there's a smaller target on their back. Just looking at who had been voted out so far, it shocks me that so many people are already gone! It feels like merge will be happening in just a few rounds which is crazy! I'm hoping that Brianna is out before merge, she's going to be a very strong player that needs to be taken under control now.